Long, faffy, and complicated, technical things. And Im not good at them. And I want things to be perfect. And everything takes a lot more time to be perfect than I have concentration span for.

And I dont know if this writing is too big. I feel like Im writing a large print book for the elderly, or idiots, or elderly idiots. And this wont even post, I know it wont, because Ive written this three times already, and I dont understand wordpress, and because for some reason the site still isnt stable on this server, and do you know what? I may just cry.

Please dont all go away. Please.

I just want to bloody write. I have things to say, guff to skit on, opera lovers to irritate, I only want to bloody well write, and everythings all